You know, its my birthday today. And i have a confession to make.
I know i haven't been going to project-imas a lot lately, i totally skipped on every forum except "Derived products", "Community works" and "General Chatter". I've missed out on Miki's birthday, i've stopped going to Yayoi's thread. (Yeah, sorry Marx. Promise got broken.) And i believe my actions probably appear to most of you as a "Come only when you have a reason to" sort of thing, which i don't deny. I don't bother to get my avatar up, nor my signature. Its probably THAT bad. But it doesn't mean my love for iM@S is gone.
To me, love doesn't mean going to see iM@S videos every single day. Granted, its also partly because of my tendency to switch on to something else after staying in one area for a while, but that's in regards to my activities and the community i tend to be involved in, as well as my habit to get involved in too many things that it'll definitely cause me to neglect one area because it contradicts with my lazy personality.
Right now, i have to make 2 games as well as misc. assignments within 15 weeks as part of my course of study, i am part of my school club's management, i have Weiβ Schwarz activities every weekend(Sorry for being hooked.), just to name a few in my life right now.
I can't change my activities on this forum however, i don't think i'll find more time to come to this forum more often right now, and there's a high chance that i'll miss out on more birthdays thanks to that busy schedule of mine. Even as my vacation is approaching this week most likely nothing will change. For now, i am very sure that i won't find more time to come to this forum, but nor will i leave it. iM@S is the first series that i've ever really liked and have grown to love, and it will definitely not change for a looooong time.
I won't keep anymore promises that i can't guarantee, and i am sorry to anyone who've known me for a long time but gave me the cold shoulder due to actions on my part. I am okay if some of you forget me completely. BUT. Sooner or later, i'll definitely find more time to come back to this forum. I will definitely join you guys for all those discussions that we were so engaged in last year, and i'll definitely look through the other forums. It'll come. Eventually. Until then, i'll still stay in these 3 forums, i'll miss out on all the nice discussions in the "Characters" forum, especially Yayoi, but that's okay. For now.
