I think the reason why I like this episode a lot is because this is kind of how I'm feeling in my life right now. Even though there's a lot going on for me right now, it's kind of hard to find the motivation and I spend a lot of time just wandering around doing things I feel will satisfy me. I just go wherever the wind takes me and then when I do find something I want, I put all of my effort into it cause I expect to recieve something good out of it. And then when I feel like the result isn't anything expected, I feel like I just put my effort into nothing and just look for something else to motivate me.
Thus what this episode is in a nutshell, finding motivation, a reason to do something, a desire that you would work at... or something like that. And when someone is watching you along the way, it's easier to find a motivation, if only because you want to please that person. At least that's how I feel.
