In short, a giant mixture of emotions, both good and bad.
Good things include OFA coming out (mine's already started to ship) and (hopefully) being near to the ending of regular driving lessons (since I'm told I'm near-ready for my license, and I apparently learned very quickly according to my instructor). I'm also told that I've lost quite a bit of weight in the past few months after changing my diet - been hoping to lose more, but I'm lower than I was before a certain incident occurred which I gained weight due to the related stress from, so yay for that.
Not quite so good things... well, a constant situation going on with some unrequited feelings I hold for a friend aka, the one who gave me this name keeps rearing its ugly head despite my best efforts in keeping it down, and the driving lesson matter has its own downsides. Namely, if I fail the test, then what... and what am I going to do after getting a license, if I don't?
I've generally been melancholic as of late (well, it's more like my default mood), but all I can do is continue on, after all. (Besides, idols! I can't give up on them.)
