Hmm...man, I feel conflicted.
Been playing Katawa Shoujo, and I managed to finish two routes there. I loved the ending for both of the routes, and it's really happy to see the good ends. And then a thought hits me. I can see a lot of myself and my own problems in these characters, some more than others.
And it takes me back to one thought: I never had someone that I could really call a friend. All I had were acquaintances, really. People I knew, that I just say hi to. I never really connected with others, though. I either felt like a burden to others or a third wheel. Even now, I feel like this.
And there was the mention that things will change someday and things will disappear. An inevitable part of life, but there's a good part of me that I wish that time could stop for a moment and give me a chance to settle things.
So, yeah, I feel both happy and depressed. Just had to vent that out somewhere.
